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it's become a real problem and an unsettling one at best is the one that i keep seeing everywhere. have not gone anywhere lately because of it. sometimes i keep seeing 'it'. i can't call it a person, because what follows me everywhere i go is not human, or at least doesn't feel like one. it appears casually whenever i'm most vulnerable. a tall (6ft 2) pale (but has a strange black haze around it), has one big and blacked out circular eyeball with a big creepy smile that covers the whole entire mouth that's purely black. it seems like no one else sees it besides me, and it gives me nightmares, sometimes even panic attacks due to it. but, the strange thing is that, i can almost feel... connected to it. it just seems out of place like me. it does put me down a lot though. most of any day, i stay inside in my room, alone, since i can't speak with anyone, or else it just appears again. it also seems to affect me mentally, most of the time i have a lot of thoughts on how to stop all of this stress, and that thing is what keeps stressing me out the most. but, at the same time, i know that this isn't right for me and that i should not do this, but it's really overwhelming. i have a feeling that i'm really giving much room to think of how terrifying it is to be followed by such a beast, i think i should draw it to you. maybe next time.